thoughts of burning books

I read on twitter yesterday that an organization against domestic abuse was going to have a ceremonial book burning of Fifty Shades of Grey. And I was appalled and sickened by the news and generally sad that people seemed to approve of the action. Please, if you’re reading this, read on, because this has nothing to do with whether or not I like the Fifty shades books.

Book burning, what can I say? I suppose it is an expression of free speech, but … It horrifies me. Remember when people were burning the Harry Potter books? I mean, Harry Potter, seriously? Would those who cheer at burning Fifty shades cry foul at burning Harry Potter? We members of a society based on Freedom of speech, where do we draw the line? Where do any of us get to choose what book is good, decent or right to be read?
There are books I would never read, books I would not want my children to read, if I had them. Books with ideas I would loathe and cry out against, books that promote hatred. Hatred of other people for their race, color, nationality, religion, disability or gender. I would cry out against the ideas espoused in such books, and yet, I would defend the readers’ right to read, and the authors’ right to write, much as I despised what was written. Is this not our responsibility in a free society, to support the right of someone to express ideas so repellent to our own?
There was a very powerful episode of the old TV show the Waltons that dealt with this subject. Around the beginning of World War Ii, the town got in a frenzy about books. John Boy was publishing a translated version of Hitler’s book in his newspaper, because he felt strongly that it was important to understand what the German leader was saying and his motives. The town was in an uproar, and on one bright Sunday, the pastor got the idea to burn the book and any other German books he could find. Unknown to anyone but John Boy, one member of their church was German and could speak and read the language fluently. John Boy raced to try to rescue the books. He grabbed one, and recognizing what it was before it went into the flames, he went to Mrs. Bremer and asked her to read it. She began to read, “In the beginning, god created the Heavens and the earth.”
Yes, the good people of Walton’s Mountain were about to burn a German copy of the Bible, right there in their church.
No, no, I’m not claiming this thing with Fifty Shades is similar, exactly. That Waltons Episode was an act of ignorance and hysteria. But the concept remains. Can we who love and value books, who would fight for our right to read any book we choose, can we sit back and remain silent when we hear of someone burning a book for their own cause, a worthy cause, as in this case. It doesn’t matter that the BDSM lifestyle presented in Fifty shades has nothing to do with domestic abuse, or that the lifestyle when practiced between consenting adults with safety first and foremost is nothing like domestic abuse. (No, I’m not involved in the lifestyle myself, and this is not a defense of it or lack of defense of it.(
The point is, and please please understand me, the point is that when we start to decide what ideas we will let be in print, when we try to say it’s ok to burn this book because we don’t approve of it, but not ok to burn that one because we do approve, isn’t this a slippery slope for all of us who hold the right to read immeasurably precious?
I don’t know the organization that is going to do this book burning, but how I wish I could cry out to them and say “Wait! Think before you light that bonfire, please!”

book review, Wellesley Wives

Here’s another book review for all of you, any of you, who might actually be reading. Enjoy. This book took me by surprise, a fun and wonderful surprise.

Book Review Wellesley Wives

When this book opens, we meet four very different women, who are all part of the Wellesley scene with wealth, expensive homes, jewels, cars, etc. Popsy, the one I would consider the main character, though the book switches points of view between the four, is married to Peter, and they’ve had a long happy marriage. Her two daughters, Lily and Rosie, and Sandra, Popsy’s best friend, married to Peter’s business partner make up the rest of the quartet of women. They seem to have everything anyone could want. And then, one by one, for various reasons, their lives fall apart, beginning with the news that the business is going bankrupt. Through adversity and trials, losing money, a husband’s unfaithfulness, another husband’s desire to try swinging and some shocking revelations about one of the other women, you wonder if and how they will survive. And if they do, will love and friendship remain?
When I began the book, I wasn’t sure I would like it. But Popsy is such an engaging character, warm and accepting, loyal and unflappable, and I wanted to know what would happen to her. I was glad I stuck it out, because as their lives unfold, we see how these four women do more than merely survive. They grow; they adjust; they triumph. Each woman, in herself and through the support of the others, becomes stronger, finds something in herself she probably didn’t even know was there. Their lives are a journey in this story, and each of them took me along for the trip, and damn, was I ever glad to go.
So, I started out early in the story not sure if I would end up caring about these women to rooting for them and cheering at the end. I went from only liking Popsy to caring deeply about each woman. For me, the power of a book is in its characters. And in these four Wellesley wives, I met four unique and interesting women, not always perfect, not always wonderful, but oh so very human and believable, four women I’d be proud to call my friends. I was sad when the book ended, and I still think about them and wonder what they’re doing, imagining them as they continue on their fictional life paths. And I’m still cheering for them all the way.

By Suzy Duffy

Interview and Book review, A Thin Dark Line, Emma Elliot

Recently, I was given the great privilege of reading this book, and I’ve been so excited for today to arrive, the day I would get to post my review of the book and interview with the author, Emma Elliot. I ask her about favorite authors, and when I read her answer, I had to smile, knowing how well her wonderful book fits with the stories her favorite author wrote. Read on for my review and the interview. Don’t miss the chance to read, A Thin, Dark Line!

A Thin, Dark Line
By Emma Elliot

I didn’t expect to get drawn into this story and completely lost in it from the first paragraph, but that’s exactly what happened to me.
In the beginning, when we meet Eloise, the main character, and see her interact with her best friend’s family, I knew I was going to love the story. The characters felt like people I could know, warm, welcoming, quirky at times and loving. Well, the good guys, at least. I come from a large family, and many of the scenes with eloise among her circle of friends reminded me of some of the happier memories of times with my family.
When eloise hires Cormac O’Malley, just out of a fifteen-year prison term, to work for her as a handyman, her action raises ire among the people in the small town. She is harassed and threatened, and in one scene, my fists were clenched, heart racing and stomach in knots, for fear of what was going to happen. I kept repeating in my head, “It’s gonna be all right; it’s gonna be all right.” I think I even held my breath till the scene was over!
And Cormac, what can I say, from the moment he appears on the scene, I liked him. There was something about him, a gentle spirit, that spoke to my heart, even though he was jumpy and defensive, expecting the negative reactions he’d get from people, unable to recognize acceptance in the beginning. I haven’t felt so strongly the need to cheer for a male fictional character in a long time, but more than anything, I wanted cormac to succeed, to be proven to be innocent of the crimes happening since his release. I wanted Cormac and eloise to fall in love and to live happily ever after.
In this story, there are good guys and bad guys, and guys who should be good but aren’t, and some who don’t do good things but you understand why. Eloise’s circle, her best friend’s family including two adorable little boys, her cousin and his life partner, the glorious family who own the local pizza joint, even the library helper who blinks all the time, combine to make a believable real life type of cast of characters. While the action and mystery kept me guessing and angry and at times, scared out of my wits.
When it was over, I was fully and deeply satisfied, even as I wanted more of it, just a few more pages of time to spend with characters I had come to love.
I am a book rereader. I often reread books I’ve loved, and I know this book will join that list, because I just couldn’t get enough. And though I had an Advanced Reader copy of the book, I’ll be buying it first thing the day it is released! I know I’ll want to visit this fictional group of people who became a family of sorts to my heart.

Here are my questions and answers. Read on and get acquainted with a fascinating woman.

Interview with Emma Elliot
1. Your characters are brilliant, vividly drawn. They feel alive. Are any of them based on real people in your life?

Thank you! I’d hoped they would all come across as someone with whom you could carry on a conversation if you were to reach for the same novel at the bookstore or sit next to them on a train. They certainly felt that way to me. I’m sure several share characteristics with people I know, but only the boys are consciously patterned after someone in my life.

2. I find suspense somewhat nerve-racking to write. How did you write your suspense and action? Did you sit down and plot it out carefully, or did you just know what you wanted and started writing with it all falling into place, or something in the middle?

I’m such a type A personality in every respect, but strangely enough I find that I cannot be so strict with myself when it comes to writing. I can’t plot, save for in the loosest idea of the term, or outline, else I find myself feeling stifled. I have an idea of the direction in which I wish to take things—whether the characters allow me to or not is a different story—but I generally just sit down and put pen to paper without too much forethought. Of course, then I go back through once I’ve finished a scene and revise, tighten, and tweak.

3. I’m always interested in settings. Why did you choose to have Eloise be a librarian?

I have an undeniable love affair with books. I’ll admit I have the Kindle app on my phone, but nothing compares to a tangible reading experience. Being a librarian has always been one of my top five dream jobs, and Eloise showed up in my head in her library. She was never anything but.

4. Do you have a favorite author, or an author who inspires you?

Mary Stewart is my absolute favorite author in this era of fiction writing. I love all of her books: her seamless blending of subtle, classy romance and breathless suspense; the rich descriptiveness of places, so much so that the settings are entities unto themselves; the strong secondary characters. I wrote her a letter once—she’s in her nineties now—and she replied with a handwritten note. I have it framed. I would love to sit in her garden with her and talk over a cup of tea.

5. Have you always written or wanted to write?

Truthfully, I cannot remember a time when I didn’t want to write. I have loved words from the time I realized that scribbles on a page were connected and, when grouped together with skill and imagination, could form worlds and lives, love and loss, magic and music and something able to transport and uplift and broaden the scope of our existence. I think there is little as powerful as story. History has shown that with the tradition of tales told and recorded throughout the ages. If there is anything that connects all of humanity, it is our love of stories. And it’s been a lifelong dream to count myself as a storyteller.

6. What’s your favorite book, or if you’re like me and can’t pick just one, tell me a couple of them. Did those books affect the direction you went with your own writing?

If I have to choose an absolute favorite book, it would be “The Night Country,” by Loren Eiseley. The book is a collection of archeological/anthropological essays, which sounds dry, but it is a brilliant, poetic pondering of the nature of man. For me, the book reiterates the lyricism of language, and that, as a storyteller, one can make even a desert-ravaged carcass beautiful.

7. Can I have pizza at the restaurant with the whole gang? I want to meet Eloise, and Cormac, and the kids and all their extended friends and family!

I’ll put a word in, so Fiona will be sure to have a fresh batch of zeppoli made just for you. And I’m certain if you asked, Eloise wouldn’t mind baking some brownies.

tribute to a hero

My Tribute to a Hero
Neil Armstrong

By now, everyone must know that Neil died today. He was eighty-two. Can you believe it? I can still remember where I was when he took those first steps on the surface of the moon. I was at camp, yeah, a camp for blind kids in California. The camp directors had gone and rented two TV’s for the event, and they said they got some funny looks from the store when the sales people heard they were renting it for a camp full of blind kids. But we were there, spellbound, listening with all our might for those first words from another world.

I was just about twelve at that time, and my head and heart were all caught up in the Beatles, Credence Clearwater Revival, wishing I was old enough to protest the war in Vietnam, peace signs and incense. and, starting junior high! I wasn’t completely wrapped up in the space program back then, except to marvel at what they had done. Wow, Man, someone had walked on the moon! Far Out!!! “really far out” as my dad would have teased.

I became interested in the space program about fifteen or twenty years ago. I’ve read all I can get my hands on, own the movies, and as I said earlier today, Apollo 13 is one of my favorite movies. It’s in the top five actually. And now I wonder, when did we lose it, humankind’s love of exploration? Will we never venture farther than earth orbit again? Is there anyone to dream big enough to start the movement back to space? Will I die before that happens? Now that I’m old enough and fascinated enough to be eager for it, where are those who will dream the dream, those who will make it happen and those who will go? Where are the leaders who will put their hearts and effort behind it?

For one moment in time, the entire world was united in wonder, as Neil Armstrong talked about small steps and giant leaps. What will unite us again? In wonder and excitement, not in sorrow and dismay?

Where do I sign up? If they want fifty-four-year-old, blind with other disabilities volunteers, where do I sign up? Beam me up, Scotty, I want to go! Even if it’s just from the comfort of my living room and my imagination.

I think I’ll take a break from my marathon of old west wing episodes and have a star trek marathon tonight in honor of Neil Armstrong and all the real heroes of space.

God speed Neil Armstrong.

book review, Waiting on Hope, by T.M. Souders, 4 out of 5 stars

Book Review
Waiting on Hope
By T.M. Souders

I’ve had this book on my kindle for quite a while now, and I’ve seen many raves for it on twitter, so I decided to give it a shot. It was a sometimes painful but ultimately beautiful story.
As the book begins, Lexie is standing on her balcony, trying to make herself jump, very much at the edge of committing suicide. Only the fortunate arrival of her best friend, pounding on her door, prevents Lexie from taking the jump.
We learn very early on in the story, that Lexie was raped by her best friend’s husband a couple months before the book opens. She has not spoken of it to anyone, but she is broken and traumatized. When she realizes she is pregnant, as a result of the assault, she drops everything and gets in her car to head home to her parents’ farm. She plans to live there, till she has the baby, and then she will give the child up for adoption and try to go back to her life. But as in real life, things don’t always turn out the way we plan.
The rest of the book deals with Lexie’s healing, everything from a less than compassionate and sympathetic male obstetrician, to a wonderful understanding therapist, to putting her relationships with her parents, brother and high school sweetheart back together and building a new life right there.
This book made me cry several times. Lexie’s journey of recovery is often so painful to read, her emotions and devastation raw and realistic. But it is ultimately a story of love and healing that speaks to the heart of anyone.
My only problem with the story was that everyone in her life seemed to be guilting her over Lexie’s plan to give her child up for adoption. Her mother constantly goes on and on about her grandchild. Her father and sweetheart make their own comments. What Lexie ends up doing I’ll leave for the reader to discover. I loved how it turned out, but I wanted to knock heads together often. It’s a perfectly reasonable thing for a woman to want to give up a child who was conceived from rape, and the way people around her tried to convince Lexie to do something different broke my heart. None of them were walking in her shoes, after all.
But beyond that, the whole book was realistic, painful but triumphant. Lexie is an incredible character, with depth and strength I admired. I rooted for her from word one and rejoiced and cheered in my heart for her successes. The book will live with me for a long time.

just a generic life update

Why else do I have a blog like this if not to write about me and my life?

My biggest issues right now is that my sleep patterns during the week suck beyond measure! i wake up at three AM or before, but I don’t have to start work till 7_30. i’m so exhausted, I’m falling asleep on my couch after work, which doesn’t help the cycle of insomnia at all, of course.

I’ve been stuck on chapter 23 of Haven for nearly three weeks. I finally started it over completely, and it’s flowing better, but the exhaustion doesn’t help me concentrate when I try to write.

last night I took an over the counter sleep aid, and i could hardly sleep in spite of it. I worke often, and finally, in desperation, I got up and came out to try to sleep on my couch. i still tossed and turned, eventually falling asleep for another half an hour, before right on time at three, I woke up, wide awake. I’ve got to do something about this! Ugh.

on top of that, my rent is going up $75 starting October, unless I don’t sign another lease, and I do not know how I am going to cope with that increase. I live up to the very last dollar as it is. Sigh. I’m nearly fifty-five,a nd i’m still not ahead of things.

ok, ok, enough bitching.

On a happy note, I’m getting my hair cut and colored tomorrow which will make me feel good and will get me out of the house. working from home is nice, but the downside is not getting out and socializing.

Need to think about breakfast now. i’ll be posting a new book review here in a few minutes. enjoy.

K B HOYLE INTERVIEW

K B HOYLE INTERVIEW

 

I want to thank Ms. Hoyle for answering my questions. Though I wanted to ask many things, I tried to keep it generic enough so as to avoid spoilers. Following the interview, read on to see my review of the White Thread.

 

 

SG:

I love fantasy but I can’t write it. My ideas just never come together. How did you come up with the idea for this series? Did it just come to you, with many details fully formed, or did you get a basic idea and then sit down and flesh out the details?

 

KBH:

The idea for this series definitely came to me with many details fully formed. I knew that I wanted to create a fantasy story based on the camp I attended every summer (from the time I was a baby into my college years). The camp, located in the upper peninsula of Michigan, is such an isolated and magical place all on its own that I knew I already had my setting in place. My idea was to create a fantasy land that paralleled a fictionalized version of the real camp. I know that probably sounds a little crazy, but it gave me all sorts of real material to draw from—and not only in the setting, but in the relationships between characters and some of the events in the stories. Of course, there were (and still are) many, many details to flesh out, but having the real-life basis gives me so many real memories from which to draw. People always say to write what you know, and that’s worked out very well for me!

 

 

 

SG:

I love how the summer camp is the background and how places in Alitheia reflect the summer camp. You put so many details about the camp that it feels real. Is the camp based on a real place?

 

KBH:

As I mentioned above, it is based on a real camp, although I would like to stress that it is fictionalized. I changed all of the names and played around with some of the dimensions and whatnot, but anybody who has been there would be able to tell from reading the books what camp it really is.

 

SG:

Darcy has matured a great deal over the series, and I’m sure we’ll see more of that as the series progresses. How about the rest of the Six? Will they have their moments to shine? Particularly Samantha and Amelia?

 

KBH

I like to think that I’ve given them each at least little moments to shine. The thing is, though, Darcy is the main character, and the story is told in 3rd person limited from her perspective, so the journey the reader ultimately experiences is hers. All of the characters will definitely mature, but I don’t think the reader will feel those changes as acutely as they feel Darcy’s because I’m not taking them inside their brains. This is probably with one exception, but I’m not going to give that away.

 

SG:

I am utterly captivated by Narks, and Yahto Veli is my favorite character. Tell me about Narks. I’ve never read anything else with such a creative character type. How did you come up with a character like that, day and night form sharing one body?

 

KBH:

The seed of the idea that became the narks came from a form letter I used to fill out at camp. It was one of those deals where it was a pre-typed letter home where you could circle the options for each statement (many of the options being silly options), and the last statement on the letter was something like, “Well, I have to go now because…” and one of the options to end this statement was, “…the night narks are coming to get me.” As a child, I just thought this sounded so funny, even though I had no idea what a nark was. I remembered this phrase when I set about creating a unique fantasy creature for The Gateway Chronicles (because every fantasy novel worth its salt has to introduce a new fantasy creature). I wanted the narks to be elf-like as a nod to Tolkien, and it only logically followed that if there were night narks, then there must also be day narks. Then I just set about brainstorming from there. I don’t know why they ended up sharing the same body; I guess it just seemed right to me. On a side note, I finally asked one of my camp friends a few years ago what the actual night narks were, and she laughed and told me that it is just the term for the counselors whose job it is to enforce curfew.

 

 

SG:

The Oracle is reminiscent of mythology. Are there other elements of mythology that will play a significant role in the story?

 

KBH:

The Oracle is reminiscent of mythology, and that was 100% on purpose. I teach ancient history, which obviously includes a lot of mythology, so I have the basis of knowledge to handle it well I think. Furthermore, I’ve been captivated by mythology since I was a little girl, particularly the myths of the Greeks and the Romans. I believe good literature tends to be based on something that came before, so I wanted to include many established mythological elements. So yes, there are other elements of mythology that play significant roles, particularly in The White Thread, but I won’t name them. It’s much more fun for readers to be able to figure them out on their own!

 

SG:

Your teenagers are very believable, particularly as one views them from the first book to now. Do you have teenaged kids or have you spent a lot of time around teens? Will the other characters besides Darcy show so much growth throughout the series?

 

KBH:

I’m glad my teenagers are very believable, but goodness, no, I do not have teenaged kids, lol. I will someday have three teenaged sons, but at the moment they are only 5, 3, and 3 months. I do teach teenagers, however—I teach 8th and 10th grades. I obviously pull a lot of mannerisms from my observations of them, but I also just plain remember being a teenager. For some reason, those years are still very vivid for me, and I’ve projected a lot of myself into Darcy, particularly her failings in book 1 as a 13-14 year old. In my opinion, Darcy was the most flawed of the six of them in the beginning, so she has the most maturing to go through, but the others will go through growth and change as well, just in different ways.

 

SG:

There’s much more I want to know, but it would all be in the way of spoilers. Is there any tidbits or teasers you can give for the next book or the rest of the series?

 

KBH:

Hmmm… I don’t mind saying that the reader should pay attention to Colin Mackaby. Also, for the girls who crave a little romance, the romance is coming! But in typical teenaged fashion, it doesn’t go nearly as smoothly as the characters would hope for.

 

And now, my review!

 

The White Thread

By K. B. Hoyle

Book Three in the Gateway Chronicles

 

I was thrilled to get a copy of this book, and I read it in a day, carrying my Kindle around with me everywhere I went, doing laundry and other household chores. I didn’t answer the phone, didn’t read anything else, didn’t care about email, I was just lost in the spell of Alitheia.

In this third installment of the Gateway Chronicles, the six teenagers from our world return to the family summer camp and thence to the gateway leading them back to Alitheia. And I was ready, eager to jump back into the land and the adventures we would all find there.

The book is mostly caught up with the events of trying to save a beloved Aletheian friend from the fate that befell them in the previous book. But this time, the Six go together, along with Tellius and Rubidius and other familiar Alitheians. They meet with new dangers and new friends along the way. We have a group of six fifteen-year-old teenagers, so we do get a bit of typical teenage angst and craziness, but it really works, and the author does not overdo it in any way. Prince Tellius has grown up greatly in this book, and I think I enjoyed him more than almost anyone in the story. Darcy has really matured by this book, and she was a delight to read and follow as she desperately tries to save a friend.

I think this is my favorite book so far in the series, except that the first book is usually my favorite as it is what introduced me to the wonders of this new world and the characters I came to love so deeply. At the end, I was saying, out loud, repeatedly, “No, no, no, no! It can’t be over!”

The Gateway Chronicles, what can I say? They are magical, wondrous. They make me believe again, make me want to go on adventures and save a different land, make me want to meet all the characters. And Now, I wait, eagerly, and not very patiently, for the next book. But in the meantime, I think about the story and the characters. I wonder what they’ll do, how they’ll save Alitheia, what will happen to them and where the gateway will take them next time. I even worry about the character from our world who is being seduced by the dark evil, joining Darcy in her concern for him, even though he’s not one of the Six.

I’ve said it before, but it bears repeating, the last time I had such a strong draw to a series was to the Harry Potter series. I couldn’t stop thinking about them between books, wondering what on earth would happen next. The Gateway Chronicles does the same thing to me, living in my heart and mind long after the final word. And I really think I need to go back and start the series over from book one!

 

 

book review, Ghostwriter, by Lissa Bryan

Ghostwriter, by Lissa Bryan

This is the story of Sarah Howell, a struggling ghostwriter, who as the book begins has recently had a break up with her boyfriend and is struggling to write the autobiography of a politician. While searching for a new apartment, she is invited to look at the home for rent on a small island, an island where she will be the only resident. She discovers this is the actual home where her favorite author, Seth Fortner, lived and died, and she jumps at the chance to live there. She enjoys her quiet solitary life, until some strange things begin to happen.
I am addicted to stories that take place on islands. And I still love the gothic novel, stories that often take place in big lonely houses in isolated locations, so I was thrilled at the chance to read this. I just about squealed and rubbed my hands together with pure glee, when I realized we’d get to visit that house on that island. And I was not disappointed!
The first time Sarah’s picture of the famous author flies off the wall, where it had been hung securely, I almost jumped out of my seat! The series of events that follow, events which frighten Sarah but don’t push her away from the house and the island are in the best sort of ghost or gothic stories tradition. Is there a ghost in the old house, or is there a living person trying to get Sarah to leave?
This story had me spellbound, a little nervous, looking over my shoulder and listening for strange sounds and eager for the outcome. Even when I thought I’d realized what was happening, I couldn’t stop reading and wanted more. And every time I thought I knew what was coming, I didn’t. The details from Seth’s letters of his time in World War I were fascinating and added to the richness of the story. Sarah’s friendship with an unlikely character, the main relationship of the story, at first had me thinking, “What?” and then warmed and delighted me. I love stories about friendship. The strength of such a bond is one of the most interesting things to me, and if that friendship can move to love that’s the best.
The ending both surprised me and yet I felt it was actually right for the story and the characters.
This book is really about characters, Sarah, Seth the author, the others who come and go in her life. They are strong, well-drawn people. You come away feeling you know them and wishing you could. I wanted to be able to read Seth’s books, visit the island and punch the ex-boyfriend in the nose!
A truly wonderful story!