Why else do I have a blog like this if not to write about me and my life?

My biggest issues right now is that my sleep patterns during the week suck beyond measure! i wake up at three AM or before, but I don’t have to start work till 7_30. i’m so exhausted, I’m falling asleep on my couch after work, which doesn’t help the cycle of insomnia at all, of course.

I’ve been stuck on chapter 23 of Haven for nearly three weeks. I finally started it over completely, and it’s flowing better, but the exhaustion doesn’t help me concentrate when I try to write.

last night I took an over the counter sleep aid, and i could hardly sleep in spite of it. I worke often, and finally, in desperation, I got up and came out to try to sleep on my couch. i still tossed and turned, eventually falling asleep for another half an hour, before right on time at three, I woke up, wide awake. I’ve got to do something about this! Ugh.

on top of that, my rent is going up $75 starting October, unless I don’t sign another lease, and I do not know how I am going to cope with that increase. I live up to the very last dollar as it is. Sigh. I’m nearly fifty-five,a nd i’m still not ahead of things.

ok, ok, enough bitching.

On a happy note, I’m getting my hair cut and colored tomorrow which will make me feel good and will get me out of the house. working from home is nice, but the downside is not getting out and socializing.

Need to think about breakfast now. i’ll be posting a new book review here in a few minutes. enjoy.